it's me, wennie, a kindly online grandma who draws pictures and comics that are gay and have magic and guns 🍽 i'm here to SOCIALIZE and to DRAW and to look at DRAWINGS 🌺
atm i'm into winter scented candles, manben and making of shows, yakuza let's plays, and ginger carrots and roasted vegetables in general.
comics links here: http://wennovane.tumblr.com/comics
mental drama complete Show more
should i suck it up and let the terrorists see me get in a car they dont recognize and wait for days or possibly months in anguish waiting for them to make some shitty comment that will drive me insane?
and now it is time to log off
but, u know, now i think about it, posting is so much easier for me than journaling for brain emptying. hm
mental drama cont'd Show more
i also have this great disgusting creepy dilemma where i dont want the terrorists i live with to know anything about me or what im doing so if people wanna give me a ride i want them to pick me up and drop me off like a few blocks away,,,, which makes it seem like i dont want them to know where i live, but i dont care about that.
i wanna be regular
wait no i need tips. i have been vaguely possibly invited to a bar for a coworkers bday next week. how do bars work? how do i act cool and like ive been to a bar before and not let anyone know ive only ever drunk alone in my room which is in a basement,,, im gonna have to? whisper threaten the bartender to not out me as i make them explain themselves to me
a regular customer who used to be a teacher gave some of us her personality test ~☆☆
you go to her candy shop and choose one candy: hard candy, gummy bears, chocolate, licorice, candy corn, and i dont remember the other one....
we all chose chocolate, which means we're all 🍫 optomists 🍫
then you get a second choice, too. one picked gummy bears, which means 🐻 strength 🐻 . one picked (i dont remember), which means wisdom. and i picked licorice, which means 🌱 loyalty 🌱
nice memory here
lyfe Show more
my long scheduled therapist appt is finally coming up on the 20th. but i only made it so i could keep getting vyvanse from my doctor cuz i could only get a psych appt for march (which was scheduled in august lol)
starting to wonder what would work better than vyvanse, bc it def has helped tho.
idk im just really not looking forward to a therapist saying shit like "try going to bed earlier"
lyfe Show more
like i just cannot come home from work and unwind, or switch to a different task. i mean! 👻 i havent drawn in months. ya know. thats the trade off for my gains in human interaction.
im still trying to write that dbh comic because i still like my ideas. 🧠 but i have got to figure out a way to get my shit together and focus for any amount of time.
mindless work is the work for me.
lyfe Show more
i been at me new job for 4 months now and my hopes of automatically adjusting sleep-wise, social-wise, and mentally-wise have not come true. im hoping that its just that 4 months is really not that long in the grand scheme of my weirdo lifestyle, but thats mainly cuz i cant think of any more concrete things to actually try.
im at 20-25 hours and i was planning on asking for more in spring, but at this point i think it would still be self sabotage.... tired to being tired
17 year old: whats your favorite meal?
me: rice and broccoli with tajin i cook it altogether in the rice cooker its fast and convenient i could eat it everyday
17 year old: oh, i meant like breakfast lunch or dinner
me: (oh yeah i remember that)
me: uh yeah breakfast is fun right ?? people like that one? cakes
remember back in college when u were so semi mad about your trash sleep schedule that had u going to bed at 4:30 am everyday, but u were like aw shucks but soon i'll be old and just sleep all the time and go to bed at night like a natural born adult who pays rent
but now youre old and you only sleep every other night. the other nights you listen to vandals lady killer on loop for five hours while you categorize PLUs unnecessarily bc the idea of doing it cannot leave your brain until it is done
scott walker Show more
i tried googling "imparsible" and it doesnt seem to be in dictionaries? im now worried theres some secret context to this word i dont know about. ive only heard justin mcelboy say it i think. google makes it seem like math scientists love it? is there a math joke? possibly some linguistics jargon? what is this
oh dang. today is a good day to read one of my comics set in a nuclear winter chicago: https://tapas.io/series/everlasting
i just read it again recently and its more bizarre and imparsible than i remember 👍
its extra gross becauss they have such a nasty fake left front. at least working on the boat they just told you to go fuck yourself to your face. no tricks or, like,,,, gaslighting? lol "we care, i promise" "now fill out this hr survey and fukken snitch on yourself cuz we just sincerely want your feedback" 🤣
both the guys ive met are immigrants, just basically straight up being exploited in front of rich liberal eyes everyday. people who spend $40 on dinner at the fuckin grocery store salad bar everyday and then call to complain and ask for a freebie next time cuz the juice was too watery as if they couldnt have paid for it with the change in their couch cushions, slobs
i do comics and stuff
(likes of negative things are meant and taken as support!)
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