Long time no see! Follow emails reminded me i have this... Well
I talked about my mothers sickness here before and in the interim, she had died, seven minutes before her 58th birthday, too soon and in too much pain. I tried to help, being there, injecting the painkillers in the end but at the end nothing could keep her here... The last time she could speak to me she told me to stop being sad. The last time i spoke to her i said she can go, that we'd be okay.
also I'd really like to get into painting in photoshop again (I'm using clip studio paint) but I'm having trouble getting my tablet to work? Windows keeps doing this dumb circle thing and I can only make a line 1 out of 5 times and booooooo
I would like to paint in photoshop because there's such nice brushes for it...
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I started randomly drawing an OC as swamp thing for #mermay and he looks way too pleased about being a swamp thing
this is the first time I've painted digitally for like a year?? oh my god.
on another note, it is really good to just draw nonsense right now, that is supposed to go nowhere, but I still feel guilty on not spending that energy on something that "makes sense"...
She/Her, They/Them▫draws goop and bones▫not for minors▫pharmacist
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