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Hi, I'm Pazzy! I'm a disabled/autistic woman of color aspiring artist who is ace as hell! I wanna make comics one day, and I have a long way to go.

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Honestly, I sometimes think that I might be a good librarian 🤔

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@pazzy you know when something grabs hold on you tightly and doesn’t let go? That’s her, that’s her work.

I want to honor that.

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Fuck it. I’m trying to work on something that honors Genevieve Castree’s work.

I’m working on it, and I might end up chickening out and abandon it, or it might even turn into something else entirely—but I’m trying.

@pazzy you know when something grabs hold on you tightly and doesn’t let go? That’s her, that’s her work.

I want to honor that.

Fuck it. I’m trying to work on something that honors Genevieve Castree’s work.

I’m working on it, and I might end up chickening out and abandon it, or it might even turn into something else entirely—but I’m trying.

Looking into Wordpress for comic hosting. Nowhere near ready to post anything, but it’s good to look at it pretty early.

And it’s pretty cheap if you wanna pay for personal/premium/business plans.

“Finished, not perfect,” I chant to myself. Nothing has gotten done. Sticky notes are all on my walls. Chores and goals slip past me and soon as I make them. I am a chaos of inspiration that has yet to me determined enough to put it to pen and paper. I am on fire. I AM fire.

And yet, the fire doesn’t burn.

“Finished, not perfect,” I whisper, and yet, I am still, unmoving.

I just watched my 2 year old nephew cry because my sister was making him eat dinner.

It’s that kinda night.

Me: oh damn, the paper I got bleeds through....
Me:....
Me: *pulls out arches watercolor paper*

My cat did a somersault, what the fuck.

Got paper. Got my stuff printed. I moved a lot today and I’m exhausted.

Also my kitty, Panda, is in my lap, enjoying herself.

Me: wow, I feel like shit

My stomach: bitch where’s my food?????

@pazzy god, I wish I was okay with strangers making small talk with me if they see my drawings, but I’m hella not.

Tomorrow I’m thinking about going to get some cheap paper at Long’s, then I’m gonna go to a coffee shop to print a WIP, then maybe I’ll order a coffee and begin the final rendering with pencils.

...If my social anxiety doesn’t fuck it up, lol

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happy holidays ~

here's emo xmas party, which i posted in may lol bc thats when i finished it. but now its up on webtoon and tapas::::

webtoons.com/en/challenge/emo-

tapas.io/series/Emo-Xmas\

its sad and depressing. stuff sort of about suicide and disordered eating and being poor and unemployed! :)

@pazzy I want to tell about it from the rooftops, but I have no one to do that with.

But I’m also nervous about it, cuz it’s my first and I want it to be good.

I haven’t been posting much stuff here, and I wanna change that.

....Anyway, I’m trying to write a comic script for the first time, and holy crap it’s tough.

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