It is day 6 after the declaration of Finian’s execution; I do not know when we will play it out and this has been stressing me way too much. Brain is now working on it by getting a bizarre amount of drawing ideas about Finian’s life to date. Last night sketched one of them out while at a Faust concerto, can’t wait to ink it!
amazingly good news; the date for the game has been set! Good/bad news: it's a week from now. I feel like I absolutely do not have enough time to think.
Is Finian going to die?
Should I push for it to happen?
Should I absolutely not push for it but grab onto life with tooth and nail?
I am kind of interested in what will happen when they die since I've made some reeeeally bad deals with their body and soul. I am also terrified to lose a friend and all their social contacts in the group.
It's Finian's execution game day! At this point I am almost looking forward to it. A few days ago I got to talk with my GM and I cried and he softened and spoiled me some possible types of outcomes he'd been thinking so I wouldn't worry so much. They're all good even if I die! I've also began making a new character and I'm trying to make them as cool as possible so it would feel more like a new exciting adventure waiting for me beyond death. We'll see.
@artnaite Have you asked your GM what's going to happen? Might ease your mind if they're willing to work with you so you can either A) plan a memorable death and a good entrance for a new character or B) take the tension off because you know they'll be okay!
@kasshelfant I don’t think he knows! Our gm is the type who likes to make plans for every outcome and is extremely hesitant to rig the game in any way on a meta level. The other players have some mad plans for saving my ass and nobody knows at this point if they will work, or how. Technically I could declare that I really want to die and he would probably help me with it, but as long as I don’t, it is the spirit of the campaign that the exact outcome is a mystery until it happens...
@kasshelfant roused by this toot I at least did go and tell them that whatever happens, if the plan for saving me involves x, I’d really rather let Finian die.
@kasshelfant (he did tell me he has some ”very sacrilegious plans” in case of my death and I am so into that, but nothing more detailed. As it is I am both grasping at straws in order to live and also planning a new character and trying to make them as fun as possible just in case. It can be endured.)
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