i should be sleeping for 5 hours now. present me, you are giving hard times to future me (--_--)
After we awkwardly left the apt, we found a bench and discussed all we saw. Seems like the other place, which we gonna visit tomorrow, has more to offer for a less price. Hopefully it will suit us better and we'll start our life together this week!
Probably, yay! ٩( ᐛ )و
The apt was quite nice (clean, nothing broken and had washing machine), but since it was the first place we ever saw, we didn't know what to do and how to react
I guess we looked kinda stupid
@ais05 we cuddled a bit, talked about different things and went for another walk ^^ was so great
and i became a lot more beautiful, and this isn't my subjective opinion. looks like my face beauty depends on my mood a lot more than i thought it does.
overall, pretty good and it was the end to my streak of bad days before it
and tomorrow we'll go see the first flat. wish us luck!
just walked for a bit, took a lot of photos. searched for a place in our style, found a pool-club cafe-bar. the atmosphere was cool, and @ais05 wanted to check it out for a long time before... but there was no food. at all. so we went to a japanese cuisine restaurant and ordered some rolls, salads and an alcohol cocktail. it was awesome! shrimp rolls and the cocktail especially. and my girl liked the salad we firstly ordered for me and which i actually didn't quite like ^^"
but we were very bright. looking for a flat in a country with veery conservative views. okay, it was scary, but i (i wonder how, it's me after all) got self-confident and we went out and started calling all those flat owners.
and it turned out that... everyone is busy! we called ~20 numbers, and no one would want us to come today. great!
we've made some appointments for the next few days and started thinking where to go next
still i looked awful, we tried many things, another hairstyle, bright earrings, BRIGHT makeup... then it became ok. oh, also a choker, i like them. was looking very bright and informal, nearly like a freak. would definitely attract too much attention, but this way i looked at least ok. @ais05 said it actually was pretty good, but dunno...
she also put on bright, aggressive and informal clothes. she was beautiful!
turned out it's HARD, that place where my work is gonna relocate to is very expensive and the flats are... baad. no sense of style AT ALL (in best case) or dirt everywhere and everything broken. we've found some good ones after two hours of searching and started preparing to go
today was wonderful (not at first, but later...)
i came to @ais05 's, i was looking awful after yesterday, and feeling apathetic...
we tried a new nice ios mastodon client called 'tootle'. it's great! you can even create your own color schemes, also has a lot of settings
then apathy covered me and i didn't want to do anything and felt nothing, awful
after eating i got better, we cuddled a bit and began searching for a flat to rent (salary soon! and we're moving!)
the day at the mall was good, but some things were upsetting 🥀
first, my girl was offended by some ugly men when i wasn't around, and it made her anxious and more sociophobic than usual 💦
second, i was on my period and it was much more painful than i expected ⚡️
but the mall was beautiful and we bought some cute little things - a new tape and multi colored pencil for me, and nice pink watch and rose gold hair clip for my girl 💖
tiiiired yet again
someone please toot my thoughts for me i can't
i hate it when i make myself sad of imagined things. and it's even worse when i make my girl sad because i was sad. 💧
so, no sad anymore 🌺
today we'll go check out a new shopping mall 🏬
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